else.where

my head is sum where else.
sum where outside the universe.
everywhere.
here and there but in class.

lecturer kat depan cite ape tah.
sem ni rasa macam x belajar.
kelas pun ni baru kali ke 3.
tadi lec subject lain tanya gua apsal jarang nampak.

nak je jawab;
"i don't feel like study doc"
matilah..

4 subject to go.
lepas tu bebas bagaikan burung dah tak payah belajar.
can't wait!

My last twenty!

Hellu!

So I really have listed ‎20 things I do in my last day in twenties yesterday.

1. Pushing myself to work. ‎Had only 2 hours of sleep the night before.

2. Since I still need to finish off my medicine, so I grabbed Nasi Lemak Tajima for breakfast with Pn Aishah.

3. Gone through all my vacations album in the hardisk. In particular is Krabi trip, (im gonna go there again next month with family. Yeay!) and some diving trip picca.

4. Trying to complete my economic assignment. Copying certain graph and all. The deadline is midnight! Pfftt!

5. Pegi toilet and berry dgn riang. Hey! Its my last shit in twenties so its damn important to be recorded. Hahhaa!

6. Right after the toilet session, ada salesman kat opis jual kain ela. And I bought that! Kain ela slama ni mak yg belikan. I never bought one pn. Ni tanda2 dah nk tua ke ape ni?

7. Oh! I was audited also yesterday. On the procedure that is not even mine. How la??

8. Still struggling to complete the assignment.

9. Picked up Nona, Hajar and Cipan from home and get them to the office! My office.

10. Playing colorful blocks with Nona in the‎ office. 

11. Print out my notes and exam slip--and go around the office to find the right printer that I choose! Pfft!

12. Approving my staffs' claim, leave application in the system.‎ Total of 4 worth RM8k.

13. Berkomplot dgn my opismate to help me out on Monday to allow me to go for exam. (oh I feel bad on this but I still have to do it lorr..)

14. I cannot proceed further with the assignment since Nona is around so I took her for a simple office tour instead! Hahha. And yeah..my deadline is still the same midnight.

15. ‎Pushing Amir, our office market analyst, to send me the price trending. So he send it to me but the file isn't working. And I pushed him aagain. And the file still cannot be opened. and I pushed him again..again.. till I got the graph. Hehee. Tq Amir!

16. Drive back home and sent Nona to her mom. She fall asleep along the way. Penat kot bekerja. 

17. Picked Akim for 'lunch' at 630pm. Yerp. All of us me, hajar n cipan and akim have not take lunch yet for the day.

18. Do some budget calculation over the lunch with them. Haah..for Krabi trip. Discussed on some payment method and all.

19. Do some groceries shopping right after the food session. Utk makan2 mlm ni since mak aayah xde. So all 4 of us mencarik telur, roti, megi etc etc. But I end up beli lampu tido. How la???

20. Forced myself again to‎ complete the assignment while cipan enjoying Maharaja Lawak Mega. Aku dah target nak tgk the recorded one bile dah abis esaimen ni. Little that I know, she didnt record it! Pffft!

Thats all about ‎it.

Last few minutes before my twenties end, I submit my assignment!

Yeay!

Am officially in new series today.

Later peeps~

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Away

‎I have been away from office for the past 3 weeks.

So this morning, I really need to shove myself off the bed to work.

And my sister were saying 'sambung je la cuti alang2. Satu hari je kot..'

How I wish I could.

But hey..even if I could pn, I will still probably be in the office sbb I really need to print sumthing important (read:my notes)‎ for revision before my final exam next Monday! Oh and also my exam slip. 

Hahha. 

No I dont have printer at home.

Office feels so empty today. Ramai amik year end holiday. Only 4 of us at the operation side. Siap td aku tutup sume lampu kt tmpt yg xde org. That make it even more sunyi n empty. Im gonna switch it on again pasni.

Well, i'm still recovering at the moment. Sometimes the pain is still there at the back of my head. Feels like something pulling from inside. I still couldnt sleep on my right side because it will make it even painful. Not sure how soon it can be back to normal again. But now it is much much better ‎than before.

Ha lupa nak cite plak. That 3 weeks away from the office tu is because 1 week kat Indonesia for work. And another 2 weeks on MC. I was having shingles with Ramsay Hunt Syndrome. The kind of shingles yg very rare. It attack the facial nerve and ear area. So bloody painful I tell u!

But being me, most people didn't believe when I said it is painful sbb muke I mcm org xsakit. Masalah betul dgn muke yg xboleh berubah mengikut keadaan nih.

Oh did I tell u yg doc said its lucky that I go and meet her early?  ‎Worst case is half of my face could be paralyzed. Scary kan? Thats how serious it could be.

Btw, today is my last day in twenty. I guess im gonna list all things that I do today.

Sound fun aite?

Later peeps!

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something in between

ohho!
hows life people?
i have terrible one.
hahaha!

but anyway..
to keep things aside.
lets talk of something fun!

ermm…
ape yg fun eh?
*nampak x, nak cite bend fun pun terpk2..nmpak sgt xde yg fun dh*

ha ade!
lately I'm back to my old addiction.
ape lg kalau bukan Grey's Anatomy!
dulu i stopped at season 6.
so hritu beli sume CD from season 7 till 10.
now waiting for season 11 to complete and I'm gonna get that too.

syiok la weh.
leh sengih2 kalo igt derek and meredith as well as cristina and owen!
some of the episode kdg2 really teach me sumthing new.
hm..i know its too late for me to become a surgeon.
so…berangan je la.

what else fun?
err…

…..

……..

well, i bought new bag, new wallet new shirts..
eh…x fun plak rasanya benda tu.
hahha!

ok la…smpai sini je.
its my turn to present lps ni.

later peeps~

Shrink

i am miserable lately.
too many things going on.

bab keje InsyaAllah boleh cope lg.
my kids are all performing their job very well.
just need to follow up here and there but most of the time they know what are they suppose to do.
after about one year of struggling to put things in place for the kids and unit, now its all paid off.
boleh rilex sket.
hopefully things will be better and xde dah changes yang tibe2 nih.

my annual leave dah abis.
like in early october dah abis.
just imagine!

so sekarang mmg xde rest.
i have to come to the office mon - friday.
class on weekend - sat & sun.
and final exam approaching.

mcm bias, day hujung2 sem ni,  presentation, quizzes, test and assignment now dah nak due.
taking 4 papers this semester and its killing me!
seriously!!

herghh~

for individual assignment ok la.
i can take my sweet time to settle it depending on my job schedule and tahap kemalasan.
but group assignment making me nuts!

one of the members is on study leave. so she don't work.
just study. and thats it.
thats why she have soooo many time to nag us all.
drives us so bloody crazy.
she being been too pushy for all the info.
hmmph!

work is fine.
study life is kinda yadda yadda.. but it will end pretty soon.
but speaking of social life.
that is the most bad score that i have at the moment.
seriously.

i don't meet my friend anymore.
and my friend circle is getting smaller and smaller.
i mean..how can i balance it out when i'm literally killed by all pending task and assignment.

kan?

i hope my friends don't forget me.
or maybe they already do now.
:(

this morning pulao,  i realised yang even to update FB and Insta pun i have to put it on hold.
so bile skali upload pic kat insta tu, skali banyak la..
padahal cerita tu dah 2 3 hari basi.

how long can i stand this ha?
i need a vaccy!

new year, please come faster.

p/s: im updating this while waiting for Bella being cleaned up. and now she is done. later peeps~

kadang-kadang

aku rasa sebenarnye aku xtau ape aku betul2 nak.
mcm nak buat sume benda.
mcm nak beli segala tok nenek kat mall tu.
tp at the end, aku buat benda2 tu setengah jalan.
sbb aku senang bosan.
or..
aku beli tapi tak pakai sbb tak rasa pun nak pakai.
cuma nak beli je.

korang penah pk x ape yang korang nak sebenarnye?

aku baru nak pk nih.
hmmphh~

Hipokrit?

‎Makin dah besor ni.. *acewah..perasan besor plak* makin macam2 peraangai aku jumpe. Yang paling latest aku jumpe si hipokrit.

Depan mcm ok. Mcm baik. Beria-ria kemain aktif berkomunikasi macamkan BFF sangat. Kongsi masalah la, ape la..

Skali blakang, lain pulak. Ape motip tah. Mcmkan xnak lgsung aku wujud dlm kehidupan die and keluarga. Masalah insecure yang xabis2. Ke masalah jiwa?

Pffft!

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