else.where

my head is sum where else.
sum where outside the universe.
everywhere.
here and there but in class.

lecturer kat depan cite ape tah.
sem ni rasa macam x belajar.
kelas pun ni baru kali ke 3.
tadi lec subject lain tanya gua apsal jarang nampak.

nak je jawab;
"i don't feel like study doc"
matilah..

4 subject to go.
lepas tu bebas bagaikan burung dah tak payah belajar.
can't wait!

My last twenty!

Hellu!

So I really have listed ‎20 things I do in my last day in twenties yesterday.

1. Pushing myself to work. ‎Had only 2 hours of sleep the night before.

2. Since I still need to finish off my medicine, so I grabbed Nasi Lemak Tajima for breakfast with Pn Aishah.

3. Gone through all my vacations album in the hardisk. In particular is Krabi trip, (im gonna go there again next month with family. Yeay!) and some diving trip picca.

4. Trying to complete my economic assignment. Copying certain graph and all. The deadline is midnight! Pfftt!

5. Pegi toilet and berry dgn riang. Hey! Its my last shit in twenties so its damn important to be recorded. Hahhaa!

6. Right after the toilet session, ada salesman kat opis jual kain ela. And I bought that! Kain ela slama ni mak yg belikan. I never bought one pn. Ni tanda2 dah nk tua ke ape ni?

7. Oh! I was audited also yesterday. On the procedure that is not even mine. How la??

8. Still struggling to complete the assignment.

9. Picked up Nona, Hajar and Cipan from home and get them to the office! My office.

10. Playing colorful blocks with Nona in the‎ office. 

11. Print out my notes and exam slip--and go around the office to find the right printer that I choose! Pfft!

12. Approving my staffs' claim, leave application in the system.‎ Total of 4 worth RM8k.

13. Berkomplot dgn my opismate to help me out on Monday to allow me to go for exam. (oh I feel bad on this but I still have to do it lorr..)

14. I cannot proceed further with the assignment since Nona is around so I took her for a simple office tour instead! Hahha. And yeah..my deadline is still the same midnight.

15. ‎Pushing Amir, our office market analyst, to send me the price trending. So he send it to me but the file isn't working. And I pushed him aagain. And the file still cannot be opened. and I pushed him again..again.. till I got the graph. Hehee. Tq Amir!

16. Drive back home and sent Nona to her mom. She fall asleep along the way. Penat kot bekerja. 

17. Picked Akim for 'lunch' at 630pm. Yerp. All of us me, hajar n cipan and akim have not take lunch yet for the day.

18. Do some budget calculation over the lunch with them. Haah..for Krabi trip. Discussed on some payment method and all.

19. Do some groceries shopping right after the food session. Utk makan2 mlm ni since mak aayah xde. So all 4 of us mencarik telur, roti, megi etc etc. But I end up beli lampu tido. How la???

20. Forced myself again to‎ complete the assignment while cipan enjoying Maharaja Lawak Mega. Aku dah target nak tgk the recorded one bile dah abis esaimen ni. Little that I know, she didnt record it! Pffft!

Thats all about ‎it.

Last few minutes before my twenties end, I submit my assignment!

Yeay!

Am officially in new series today.

Later peeps~

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Away

‎I have been away from office for the past 3 weeks.

So this morning, I really need to shove myself off the bed to work.

And my sister were saying 'sambung je la cuti alang2. Satu hari je kot..'

How I wish I could.

But hey..even if I could pn, I will still probably be in the office sbb I really need to print sumthing important (read:my notes)‎ for revision before my final exam next Monday! Oh and also my exam slip. 

Hahha. 

No I dont have printer at home.

Office feels so empty today. Ramai amik year end holiday. Only 4 of us at the operation side. Siap td aku tutup sume lampu kt tmpt yg xde org. That make it even more sunyi n empty. Im gonna switch it on again pasni.

Well, i'm still recovering at the moment. Sometimes the pain is still there at the back of my head. Feels like something pulling from inside. I still couldnt sleep on my right side because it will make it even painful. Not sure how soon it can be back to normal again. But now it is much much better ‎than before.

Ha lupa nak cite plak. That 3 weeks away from the office tu is because 1 week kat Indonesia for work. And another 2 weeks on MC. I was having shingles with Ramsay Hunt Syndrome. The kind of shingles yg very rare. It attack the facial nerve and ear area. So bloody painful I tell u!

But being me, most people didn't believe when I said it is painful sbb muke I mcm org xsakit. Masalah betul dgn muke yg xboleh berubah mengikut keadaan nih.

Oh did I tell u yg doc said its lucky that I go and meet her early?  ‎Worst case is half of my face could be paralyzed. Scary kan? Thats how serious it could be.

Btw, today is my last day in twenty. I guess im gonna list all things that I do today.

Sound fun aite?

Later peeps!

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something in between

ohho!
hows life people?
i have terrible one.
hahaha!

but anyway..
to keep things aside.
lets talk of something fun!

ermm…
ape yg fun eh?
*nampak x, nak cite bend fun pun terpk2..nmpak sgt xde yg fun dh*

ha ade!
lately I'm back to my old addiction.
ape lg kalau bukan Grey's Anatomy!
dulu i stopped at season 6.
so hritu beli sume CD from season 7 till 10.
now waiting for season 11 to complete and I'm gonna get that too.

syiok la weh.
leh sengih2 kalo igt derek and meredith as well as cristina and owen!
some of the episode kdg2 really teach me sumthing new.
hm..i know its too late for me to become a surgeon.
so…berangan je la.

what else fun?
err…

…..

……..

well, i bought new bag, new wallet new shirts..
eh…x fun plak rasanya benda tu.
hahha!

ok la…smpai sini je.
its my turn to present lps ni.

later peeps~

Shrink

i am miserable lately.
too many things going on.

bab keje InsyaAllah boleh cope lg.
my kids are all performing their job very well.
just need to follow up here and there but most of the time they know what are they suppose to do.
after about one year of struggling to put things in place for the kids and unit, now its all paid off.
boleh rilex sket.
hopefully things will be better and xde dah changes yang tibe2 nih.

my annual leave dah abis.
like in early october dah abis.
just imagine!

so sekarang mmg xde rest.
i have to come to the office mon - friday.
class on weekend - sat & sun.
and final exam approaching.

mcm bias, day hujung2 sem ni,  presentation, quizzes, test and assignment now dah nak due.
taking 4 papers this semester and its killing me!
seriously!!

herghh~

for individual assignment ok la.
i can take my sweet time to settle it depending on my job schedule and tahap kemalasan.
but group assignment making me nuts!

one of the members is on study leave. so she don't work.
just study. and thats it.
thats why she have soooo many time to nag us all.
drives us so bloody crazy.
she being been too pushy for all the info.
hmmph!

work is fine.
study life is kinda yadda yadda.. but it will end pretty soon.
but speaking of social life.
that is the most bad score that i have at the moment.
seriously.

i don't meet my friend anymore.
and my friend circle is getting smaller and smaller.
i mean..how can i balance it out when i'm literally killed by all pending task and assignment.

kan?

i hope my friends don't forget me.
or maybe they already do now.
:(

this morning pulao,  i realised yang even to update FB and Insta pun i have to put it on hold.
so bile skali upload pic kat insta tu, skali banyak la..
padahal cerita tu dah 2 3 hari basi.

how long can i stand this ha?
i need a vaccy!

new year, please come faster.

p/s: im updating this while waiting for Bella being cleaned up. and now she is done. later peeps~

kadang-kadang

aku rasa sebenarnye aku xtau ape aku betul2 nak.
mcm nak buat sume benda.
mcm nak beli segala tok nenek kat mall tu.
tp at the end, aku buat benda2 tu setengah jalan.
sbb aku senang bosan.
or..
aku beli tapi tak pakai sbb tak rasa pun nak pakai.
cuma nak beli je.

korang penah pk x ape yang korang nak sebenarnye?

aku baru nak pk nih.
hmmphh~

Hipokrit?

‎Makin dah besor ni.. *acewah..perasan besor plak* makin macam2 peraangai aku jumpe. Yang paling latest aku jumpe si hipokrit.

Depan mcm ok. Mcm baik. Beria-ria kemain aktif berkomunikasi macamkan BFF sangat. Kongsi masalah la, ape la..

Skali blakang, lain pulak. Ape motip tah. Mcmkan xnak lgsung aku wujud dlm kehidupan die and keluarga. Masalah insecure yang xabis2. Ke masalah jiwa?

Pffft!

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Taken!

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Stupid

To be one is a choice.

‎Don't allow anyone to make you one.

Don't let yourself become one.

Don't. 

Just don't.‎

‎

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wisdom tooth removal

bersiaran dari bilik yang cerah sbb last week ayah baru terbuka hatinya utk tukor lampu. 

haha!

so today's topis is pembedahan gigi bongsu sang mastbaik. ye kawan kawan..sudah selamat semuanya, Alhamdulillah. gigi tu pun sudah dibasuh bersih dan sedia utk di jadikan buah rantai jika mahu.

sape nak? aku jual rm2k.

*mengarut!*

anyway, being seorg mast, pegi appointment gigi pun lambat bangun! appointment kul 915. kul 830 aku baru terjaga. siap mimpi operation dah settle. bila bangun belum siap lg, I is sad~

aku gerak sorg je. mak nak ikot aku kate xpayah la. bukan ape pun. dlm kul 9 baru smpai area klinik tu. doc dah pesan sruh makan dulu. aku berangan la nak mkan nasik lemak kerang. tapi since dah lambat, pasrah je la telan mcd breakfast. boleh la dr xde kan. ngam2 kul 915 aku  ting tong klinik tu. dan akulah 1st patient of the day!

wippa~

setelah mengumpul kekuatan utk berlagak rileks, aku pun mengutarakan soaln kepada doc.

"so doc, what shud i do now?" - kemain eksyeh!

lalu doc membalas yakin "take this. i want to see the reaction whether u r alergic or not"

"of course not la doc. i x alergic apape. i alergic habuk je" - motif explain keadaan resdung aku kat doc gigi??

*duh!*

so layan kan je la doc tu. mate aku gatal2 sket pas mkn ubat tu. tp die tenung aku kemain dekat and dgn yakinnya.. "ok no problem". cuma nurse je lawak sket. 

"mast, mata u mmg bengkak ke?"

"ye kakak, itu eye bag saya" jawab aku dlm keadaan tersedu-sedu. aku nak suntik botox pasni!

tgh nk cek alergi sepi. mate dah berair2 gatal!

before operation aku gedik google n bace blog org2 yang pernah buat surgery ni. terus jadi goyang sbb sume kate sakit. but melihat kepada keyakinan doc itu terhadap diri sendiri, aku mcm ok sket la. lagi pun dlm otak aku pk, lantak la..layan je skali ni.

procedure operation aku td mcm simple and fun. yup! fun. sbb doc cabut gigi aku smbil dengar berita kat radio yang coverage xberapa ade so dgt la bunyi *crrsshh....the nation...ccrrsss....banana..* ye weh.. mase cabut tu, die sembang pasal banana ngan nurse.

"its true u know, nowadays very difficult to get banana. they export all to singapore la, france la.."

-sambil tangan dok potong2 gusi aku agaknye. time kasih doc atas kisah banana itu.

well, let me simplify. kot2 la ade org yg nak buat operation ni and gugel2 mcm aku buat. asyik bump kat cerita yang sakit. biar aku sedapkan hati korang sket ok.

1. doc bagi ubat utk cek aku alergik ke x. after half and hour baru move to next step.

2. die letak sumthing taste like strawberry dkt gum. utk bg kebas b4 bius. aku terpengaruh, mcm sedap. so aku jilat2. sudahnye lidah aku skali kebas! *sengal*

3. so die bius and bius. 4 bius. tp yang ni x sakit. biase je. 

4. tunggu sampai bius bertindak. so aku jalan2 dlm bilik die tu. doc tu plak gi bace paper. aku amik2 gambar.

 

5. bermula la episod cucuk2 gusi nak test bius ok ke x. ade satu part tu mcm terasa. so doc enjet satu kali lagi. total 5 bius. miahaha!

dah x rase ape. muka harus berlagak!

6. die dah tutup mate aku. aku rasa die mcm dh nak start, aku pun melontarkan. "gud luck doc!" sambil tangan genggam di dada. kelepek! doc tampor peha aku. aku bikin die terkejut kot. ahha!

7. rasa mcm tekanan sket2 je. mcm rasa die ukir2 something kat dlm mulut. aku rasa tu sbnrnye die potong gusi aku ikut bentuk gigi. sbb mase tu ttbe rs benda likat. darah la tu.

8. dah start dah die test2 alat die. *zzzzzz...zzzzzz* aku pura2 tido. tp die ajak sembang. ha! yg pasal banana tu la! 

9. nurse pegang kepala aku. swuh trik napas sbb nak kuarkan gigi la tu. yg doc x abis2 swuh aku goyang kaki. goyang tangan. die nak aku rilek katenye. time ni bunyik mesin tu buat hal. kemain dekat ngan telinga. stress aku. sib baik x sakit.

10. gigi dah keluar. siap tunjuk kat aku. mcm org beranak. "tgn gigi u mastura...tgk ni.." iye la doc! mulut aku masin ni ape pasal??

haruslah black and white. baru exclusive.

11. upenye die ltk air garam da.... sambil jahit, sambil die alirkan air garam. wlpun aku ske masin, aku x ske air garam. so aku xmo telan. aku buat yg mcm org gaggle listerin tu. *ggrrrrrllll....ggllllrr* pap! kena sedas lg dr doc. hahaha. aku igt die ni pun stress la layan aku.

12. jahit settle, suruh aku kumur2. and die bagi jab. dua2 bahu. satu antibiotik. satu pain killer. and all procedure complete! yippa!

seronok kan? im having fun through out the surgery. seriously. and its only takes 45 mins. aku ade bace yang sampai 2 jam. petua die, jgn keraskan badan. relexkan bahu goyang kaki time operate tu. and dengarlah berita banana! hahah!

the verdict, i wud say.. 'i didn't feel pain so far.' 

be it mase tgh drill, cabut and jahit. Alhamdulillah~

and dr ape yang aku bace, org kate lps bius abis akan rasa sakit yang amat. but again, i dont feel such pain sampai teramat rasa nak pengsan tu. cume rasa mcm mulut sengal. 

paham x?

mcm ko nak bukak mulut x boleh sgt. rasa mcm jaw tu lenguh kalo bukak. makan susah sket la. tp as long as die x sakit mcm pedih gile or berdenyut2 tu, dah cukup baik bagi aku. but still, yang susah bile mcm ni is aku susah nak gelak n cakap kuat2. kalo ckp pun aku mcm control gile bukaan mulut belah kanan. gitew~ detail sgt kan explaination aku.

lagi seminggu die swuh dtg balik bukak jahitan. member aku kate benang tu larut sendiri n edible. thats y i go.. "bukan boleh makan ke doc?" die x jawab ko....die jeling je aku. hahaha! dasar bnyak bunyik. paham la kan. kena la dtg tuuu... in total, aku dapat 4 days MC, 2 jenis antbiotik and bekalan pain killer secukupnya plus..gigi aku! hahaahha~

aku mcm suke la konsep doc tu. sumhow menenangkan aku. so sesape rase prob gigi, pegi la kat die. buang wisdom tooth dlm rm450 rsnye. aku xbyar. so aku x amik tau sangat. sume T*B bayor. klinik ni kat Desa pandan. dekat sebelah KFC desa pandan. Nama klinik is Klinik Pergigian Anda. korang try la. scalling ke ape patut. doc ni klakor. kekadang suke bebel. tp ngan aku, lagi die bebel, lg aku layankan smpai die stress. td pun de dah bising suh aku pakai breasest. jeles la tu kat gigi taring iolss~

thats all peeps! jangan takut ok. xsakit la.

:)

I'm certified! :)

kejadian malas berulang lagi.

malas menaip.

lets the pic tell the story.

Kg Paya, Tioman Island

dreams come true!

im sooooo excited!

ni cite lame. baru skrg nak tulis.

maklumla pemalash~

well, one of my cita2 dr dulu adalah utk diving. selama ni asyik snorkeling je. mmg dari kecik tu aktiviti yang ayah slalu bawak kitorg. lepas satu pulau ke pulau lain. bukak sekolah je legam. sun burn. tp mase tu mane kesah muke kena tahap sunburn yg mcm bengkak tu. smpai mengelupas2... miahaha!

cube skrg kalo gelap mengelupas. kecoh sekampung! mcm la ko putih sangat kan!

anyway..

dari dulu nak amik lesen diving. tapi xde gang. sampai la shanee masuk keje. die bagi aku harapan sbb die pun ske nak diving. tapi setelah die kawen n mengandung...cita2 tu terkubur. sudahnye aku kembali xde gang.

sampai la satu hari si chen roger aku ajak gi diving. harusla aku on! padahal ngan chen ni slalu je aku buat aktiviti2 merayau. tp dua2 xpernah bukak cite pun psl nak dive. in fact mase gi krabi tu pon xde pun ckp2 psl diving. dua2 layan snorkeling je smpai dekat setahun baru aku dapat warna asal. 

miahaha!

since dah ade geng, harusla smakin hebat kitorg menjalankan misi mencari pakej2 yang berpatutan. tapi mase tu aku still ade kelas master. and dah nak bulan puase. so stop jap. sampai la bulan 7. ade diving expo. so bnyak la yg bg pakej best2. makanya ktorg sign up terus. dalam rm1.3k.

nak jadikan cite, ade budak baru masuk opis aku namenye rahmat. die rajin nak ikot aku gi swimming before this. and bile aku ckp nak amik diving license die pun nak join. so dr 2 org jadi 3 org. bila dah ade lelaki join ktorg, barula si hazwan btau die pun nak. slama ni die xbtau pun sbb die xde geng lelaki. kalo sume pompuan die xmo join. makanya, sume pun register. and jadilah kitorg 4 org one team. 

after sign up, ktorg plan tuk abiskan all teori n exam mase bulan pose. dlm 5 classes. time class, masing2 bukak pose kat OU la. mkn la fastfood yang ade. until the last stage we all sume passed the exam. woohoo! out of 50 question, boleh salah 5 je. and auk salah 2. wee~

abis teori, next stage is confined water session. ni masuk pool. mase ni dah raya dah. seminggu after raya rasanya. pun ktorg buat malam. masing2 xmo kacau weekend. so after office, mkn sket and bushh!  terjun sampai kecut. and im telling u, 1st time breathing in the water was superb! belum lg 1st time menghangkut tong gas berat tuh.  sangat best. rasanye 3 clases of confined water before we went to Tioman utk our first open water.

org mengajor, aku wat hal sendiri. dasar!

confined water session

to me, belum gi open water pun aku dah eksaited gile. mau tak nye impian dari kecik kot. tetibe jadi kenyataan. hahaha! puas ati beta! pasni leh menari2 ngan nemo and shark!

adik aku yang hajar tu pun nak join. tapi die xde ongkosnya lagi. so hold dulu. biar die kumpul dwet and amik lesen later. aku sokong je. sbb aku tau rasa dia. impian nak jadi diver ni mmg ktorg ade dari kecik. later kalo die pun dah jd certified diver, harusla plan dive trip sesamo.

anyway, will cerita on my 1st dive trip later. bila rajin ye. now intro je dulu. and btw, sape yang berminat nak amik lesen diving ni jgk can always go to my dive centre. Sealantis Dive Centre. kat Ou. name instructor aku Dr Shaz. yes. he is a medical doc. and my final instructor mase open water is Funny. japanese girl. (girl??).

tengah taip ni aku rindu nak diving. cepatla monsun abis. gi tioman pun jadiklah!

-_-"

bebel!

emosi x stabil lately.

macam2 benda jadi. getting oldddd.... haha!

in term of health life.

memacam lah! sakit gigi la ape bagai. tomorrow kena operate. buang ini wisdom tooth. well, kinda confuse sbb by right wisdom tooth shud bring some sort of positive thing. gigi kebijaksanaan. bila bijaksana, akan jadi happy. happy maknanya happiness. so wisdom tooth shud bring happiness. tp ini??

inikah kehappy-an yang mampu gigi ni beri pada aku?? 

ini??

maaf ter emo *pfftt~*

so tomorrow is the day. aku yang gatal bijak laksana bulan ni dah tgk kat youtube mcm mane operation ni dijalankan. bongok! terus jadi takot. pastu mcm menghantui hidup aku sepanjang minggu nih.

duh!

patutnye operate last wednesday. tapi ade test plak tadi. so tammo la jwb soalan dlm kesakitan. kang xmampu score pulak. read: konon! so aku postpone. tp jwpan die same jugak. bukan leh jwb sgt pun soalan td. banyaknye goreng. jangan hangus sudah. nasib la kan. sape swuh malas bace buku?

yang bestnye, last week lecturer cakap;

"read chapter 1 - 6"

aku pun selak2 la chapter tu. ape yang patut. banyak gak benda nak digest. skali abis je test td aku baru cek email. the lecturer dah bagi dah sub topic yang kena fokus. dalam 4 sub topic je. out of 6 chapter! u gotta be kidding me doc! i bace smpai pengsan smlm tahu??

maka?? menangis air mata darah la aku. bongok. pelajaran harini, rajin2 la bace email lecturer.

tu bab belajor.

bab keje.

*hmpphh!*

last friday was a mess to me. mcm nak menjerit. mcm nak resign. mcm nak marah. sume ade.

simply because i have to clean up everything. i mean, even that is not my task, i have to settle it sbb i'm partly responsible bout it. sampai bila la nak jadi camni aku pun xtau. kalo mcm ni, baik aku buat sume benda. benda yg aku sruh ko buat pun ko xbuat. pastu at the end aku yang kena settle? 

damn!

penat tahu x??

penat?

but anyway, benda tu jugak buat aku start google2 keje lain. i always have this in mind. working abroad. free myself from current society and friend. bina hidup baru. enjoy the exchange rate power (kalo keje kat negara lagi tinggi currency la). but we'll see how la. ade rezeki aku bla from malaysia. and i mean it this time. i dont mind working at aussie jaga 7 eleven ke hape. as long as im happy with the job. lagipun kat sana syiokk...hik hik! i'm basically at the top of my limit skrg ni. sakit jiwa la kalo pikir!

whooo!

stop whining bout those stuff.

now nak memanjakan diri. out for shopping the unnecessary thing.

till then. bye!

Dear Mast

Stay alive until end of this week! erghh!~~

raya korban

raya korban kali ni aku x dapat tgk lembu.
ayah x kejut.
sampai hati ayah!

later evening will go to janda bail.
berkubang kat sana.
tapi malam balik umah balik ar.
esok keroje.

aku tgh ade masalah gigi.
hari tu berlubang.
pastu aku tekan2…maka pecah!
now terseksa sebab mcm day tangkap kat kepala.
sakit sumpah.

sambil2 ni dok google mane klinik haiwan.
si gemok xsehat lately.
makan xnak, pastu asyik batuk2.
since cipan balk, bleu la nak bawak .
kalo x sape yg nak pegang die tu.

and yeah!
this is my testing entry .
so far mcm best je anak baru iolss ni.

wippa!

Her first step!

kami. semakin besar.

kawan zaman bogel-bogel!

Aidilfitri 2013

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Final Exam!

Today is my 1st paper.

So far so good la. Boleh la nak Goreng since die subject general sket.

Yang aku riso paper esok.

Financial accounting!

Herghh~

Last Thursday n Friday cuti Konon nak study. But aku down with fever. Rugi cuti betaaa.. 

Pic tu pic baru pas balik klinik. Otw pegi keje dah rasa xsedap. But Konon kental nk gi keje. Lgpn ade benda nak buat. Skali half way I cudnt tahan. Ttbe je berpusing2. Wadde sgt kan.

Trus divert pegi klinik. But since aku pkerja unggul, uwek! Aku amik time sheet je. Skali amik kau! Malam tu trus flat lantas menyia2kan cuti utk study aku. Nak gi klinik balik pn xlrt dah that thusday.

But! Sbb terpaksa jugak, aku kne gi opis on Friday. But aku ttp pintu. No entry. I'm on leave. So dpt la cover certain topic for account paper. Semoga ianya mencukupi.

Ok now nk smbung. Amende ratio tahhhhh..

Wish me luck!

Later peeps!

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Dan begitulah ceritanya

Dan sekarang aku dlm Kelas.

Lec ni suka2 je tukar masa Kelas. 

Dah aku berkejar2 Dr wedding my cousin kt Kampung Pengantin td.

Tempat Mcm comel.

Tp xdpt lame2 sbb kne dtg Klas nih.

Anyway, layan je la.

Ni baru pas presentation.

Maka berakhirlah sume assessment aku utk sem ni.

Pas ni mengadap utk final je la.

Semoga aku berjaya.

Cewah!

Let's talk about my time management.

Sbb ade kawan aku kate..

"Mcm mana hidup ko Mast? Camne ko cope kerja and blaja?"

The answer is..

Aku pun xtau!

Aku melayannnnnn je segala yg dtg.

Nak kate aku have my own time utk study. NO.

Nak kate aku bahagikan masa dgn baik utk siapkan assignment sume. NO.

Sbb aku kan malas.

Dr dulu pun malasss.

Nak kne anta assignment esok, harini lom tntu aku buat. Tgu lg 2 jam sblm submission. Baru nak menggagau! Dasar!

Sesungguhnya hidup aku adalah melayan je bile benda tu berlaku. Tu yg jadi markah 0. Hahha. Yang aku tau, at the end, benda2 yg susah tu mesti akan berlalu. Cewah!

Maksudnya, there must be an end of each and everything. So xpayah pening2. Layan je. Mcm ni ha. Ape tah lec ni ajar. Satu benda aku xpaham. Tp aku layan je. Nak tau bile akan berakhir benda ni sume? Lg 2 weeks. Sbb time tu final exam.

Hiarggh!

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Mua life?

Hoih! Berkurun x hapdet ini page.

Dah berhaboookk dah.

Life been busy la weh.

Like seriously busy.

Serious!

Takde istilah cuti dah dlm hidup aku skrg. 

*sad*

Well, weekday harus la kerja. Penuh keazaman. With the new task tu. Kurang sikit masa berpoya2 aku. If keje aku setel pn, there's always benda dtg. Operation issues non stop weh! Kapal tu xde doc la. SUL repair la. Late discharging la. Delay loading la. Just name it.. 

*pasrah*

Pastu wiken, study time. Klas sabtu n ahad. Assignment, test n presentation.. I'm back to all those things. Haiyoo..but xleh bebel. It's my own choice kan..

*pasrah lagi*

But I have to go through it la kan.

Last week was a total mass for me. Sume benda dekat2. Wednesday de short course. Balik je Dr situ trus shoot to Manjung for meeting on Thursday morning. Abis meeting Balik KL and Friday I ade test! Saturday I got presentation! 

Phew~

And u know what, aku xstudy. N I don't prepare the slides yet mase Thursday tu. Merasa la otw Balik KL tu buat draft slide presentation dlm kete! Nsb baik ade driver. 

Test went well until the lec nak discuss question and guess what, aku dpt 0 marks! Hahaha! Sume aku kire salah. I got the teori well but ble calculate tu tah ape nombor aku amik. 

But bile pikir2 Balik. Mcm lawak jugak. Xpernah plak slame ni test dpt 0. Ni la first time. I created a history!

So yesterday presentation pun ok. Mcm biase la. Kencing ape patut dpn tu. Goreng Dan terus Goreng! Abis je present terus pegi Banting. Wedding si Hanis. Kawen dah budak sengal tu. Since presentation was dragged sbb sume group present lebih Dr time. Xsempat balik umah tuker bju kurung. Trus pegi dgn jeans n tshirt tu.

Wedding with jeans n t-shirt is a total weirdo to me. But lantaklah!

And now, aku tgh tgu turn renew pasport. Dah xde mase dah. Kena buat jgk sbb next week Kena pegi Indonesia for a week. Kerja laaaaa.. time2 ni plak pasport nak expired. 

Ciss!

Sib baik today xde Klas. Boleh la renew. Sbb Itu lec buat Klas time wesak. Ala..yg test aku 0 tu.. miahaha! Nk renew ni pn 1 hal. Memula pg yg kt wangsa maju. Siap bgn awal sbb nk stelkan benda nih. Skali smpai tutup! 

Tetek tul!

So kne pg yg kt sentul ni ha. Nk mencarinye Mcm hilang akal. Gps xleh carik sbb tmpt ni baru. Sejam baru jumpa tmpat ni. Tu pn mase aku Mcm dh give up. Dah nk balik dah ttbe elok je building ni tersergam indah kt sbelah aku. So that I'm here la..

And!

Now baru tau. Dah xpakai gambar background biru. Warne putih plak! Kena pg amik gmbr plakkkkkkkkk.. time amik gmbr, xboleh nmpak gigi pulakkkkkkkk.. Kena tdung hitam pulakkkkkkk.. 

Argggghh!

Why can't I have a straight forward lifeline? 

T_T

Tah bile Tah turn aku ni. But no die Mcm laju jgk. No aku cun. 1111. But td masa amik, bru tgh no 1027!

Dang!

Penat kan dgr drama aku. Aku pn penat.

Ok bye.

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