bebel!

emosi x stabil lately.

macam2 benda jadi. getting oldddd.... haha!

in term of health life.

memacam lah! sakit gigi la ape bagai. tomorrow kena operate. buang ini wisdom tooth. well, kinda confuse sbb by right wisdom tooth shud bring some sort of positive thing. gigi kebijaksanaan. bila bijaksana, akan jadi happy. happy maknanya happiness. so wisdom tooth shud bring happiness. tp ini??

inikah kehappy-an yang mampu gigi ni beri pada aku?? 

ini??

maaf ter emo *pfftt~*

so tomorrow is the day. aku yang gatal bijak laksana bulan ni dah tgk kat youtube mcm mane operation ni dijalankan. bongok! terus jadi takot. pastu mcm menghantui hidup aku sepanjang minggu nih.

duh!

patutnye operate last wednesday. tapi ade test plak tadi. so tammo la jwb soalan dlm kesakitan. kang xmampu score pulak. read: konon! so aku postpone. tp jwpan die same jugak. bukan leh jwb sgt pun soalan td. banyaknye goreng. jangan hangus sudah. nasib la kan. sape swuh malas bace buku?

yang bestnye, last week lecturer cakap;

"read chapter 1 - 6"

aku pun selak2 la chapter tu. ape yang patut. banyak gak benda nak digest. skali abis je test td aku baru cek email. the lecturer dah bagi dah sub topic yang kena fokus. dalam 4 sub topic je. out of 6 chapter! u gotta be kidding me doc! i bace smpai pengsan smlm tahu??

maka?? menangis air mata darah la aku. bongok. pelajaran harini, rajin2 la bace email lecturer.

tu bab belajor.

bab keje.

*hmpphh!*

last friday was a mess to me. mcm nak menjerit. mcm nak resign. mcm nak marah. sume ade.

simply because i have to clean up everything. i mean, even that is not my task, i have to settle it sbb i'm partly responsible bout it. sampai bila la nak jadi camni aku pun xtau. kalo mcm ni, baik aku buat sume benda. benda yg aku sruh ko buat pun ko xbuat. pastu at the end aku yang kena settle? 

damn!

penat tahu x??

penat?

but anyway, benda tu jugak buat aku start google2 keje lain. i always have this in mind. working abroad. free myself from current society and friend. bina hidup baru. enjoy the exchange rate power (kalo keje kat negara lagi tinggi currency la). but we'll see how la. ade rezeki aku bla from malaysia. and i mean it this time. i dont mind working at aussie jaga 7 eleven ke hape. as long as im happy with the job. lagipun kat sana syiokk...hik hik! i'm basically at the top of my limit skrg ni. sakit jiwa la kalo pikir!

whooo!

stop whining bout those stuff.

now nak memanjakan diri. out for shopping the unnecessary thing.

till then. bye!