what if..wud i..

what if i'm not this malas-nak-fikir type of gal..
wud i get mad when people talked about my breast in public?

what if i cudn't remain my composure..
wud i shout in front of them to shut up and stop talking bout my stuff?

what if one day i cry in front of my friends..
wud i feel like dont wanna meet them again? such a loser~

what if people ignore me when i start my stupid-but-relaxing joke..
wud i feel sad?

what if i'm not working with ***
wud i be a gud daughter to my parents?

what if one day i can't control my anger..
wud i kill anybody who walk in front of me?

what if i'm a boy..
wud i play football or just stay at home playing the stupid PS3?

what if all human are butterflies..
wud i be the pretty one?

*wondering...wondering..wonderingg~~**